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[02 Dec 2007|09:51am] |
Wow it's been a while since I've posted.
But here's what's been on my mind.
Last week about that 14 year old boy dying because he couldn't get a blood transfusion since his legal guardians were Jehova's Witnesses..................................................
BULL SHIT.
How can you let your son die in this world that YOU ARE IN NOW, stop looking to your god and live in this world now.
I have no problem with faith, hell I wish I had something to believe in so strongly.
However, I cannot believe that this happened.
Jevhova's witnesses believing you are not pure anymore after tainted with blood that is unholy since it does not belong to you?
Give up your child for the belief in something you have never seen but only envisioned.
There is nothing wrong with having strong faith, but there's a fine line between that and what is right and wrong.
Jevhova's witnesses give Christians a bad name for the actions they take.
Rationalize nothing, you can't no matter how hard you try which I guess is why religion is often used as some things can't be explained.
If this was my child that was taken in by a couple and left to die when could have been still alive, and breathing. I would never forgive, I feel as though if I were his real parents, I would kill. I feel so sorry for his real family.
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[05 Oct 2007|12:29am] |
DAiSYSUNSHiN3: i miss her but she had a good life
jamesfourall: yeah dude, i bet she did! with you as her best friend haha
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| RIP Tulip Sun, You are missed. |
[02 Oct 2007|10:47pm] |
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October 23, 2001 to October 1, 2006
My bunny died today, I think she died after school before I got home.
I miss her so much, she was like a dog or a person to me.
She always ran to greet me when I got home and grunted in her sleep.
She had a bossay attitude but i loved that about her. She was fluffy and a sweetie and a pig too. haha
I found her electrocuted with a small bit of blood under her mouth under the vcr player.
She was stiff when I found her so she hadn't died that long ago.
All this led me to think that life has so many possibilities, not that I didn't know that already,
but everything is such a chain. If I had studied for my test last week, I wouldn't have failed it and I would have been able to come home right after school. If I didn't need to go to Target to get a notebook after that, maybe I could have come home in time to save her. Or if I didn't go to Chinese club to get some free dumplings, if my mom hadn't taken two trips instead of one trip to the bank. Or if I had let her drive instead of drive myself since I was so slow. I hate these thoughts but they happen and even though I don't wnat to say it was my fault, I want to say I'm sorry Tulip. I'm sorry your mom was out busy and I'm sorry that I have been so busy with Kilala. But you had a good life, I loved you and you loved me. I miss you, I'll always miss you and I'll never forget you. Your birthday is in a few weeks, I hope you're having a blast with other bunnies where you are. I can't stop crying about you babybunny. I know you had a good life but I just want to hide away and disappear. I'm sorry.
Life is but a dream.
Tulip, I'll see you in your next life, in my next life. We'll meet again, I am sure of it.
P.S. I had a blast at homecoming.
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[10 Aug 2007|10:18pm] |
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I'm having a strange feeling in my stomach.
No it's not my time of month and no i'm not overreacting.
I have been completely calm for a while now and now I have to say this.
I've written it down and now I'm typing it online, yeah kind oflame.
I'm jealous of you girls who have other best friend girls.
Many of you don't even know how good you have it.
I wish I was able to do those things best friends do with their best friends,
my summer has been without my best friend if she still wants to be my best friend.
I'm not saying this out of anger I swear. I'm actually saying this out of numbness from the heartache
and dryness after the tears. I thought this summer would be something different.
I mean, I'm not complaining like I have no body. I'm just saying I wish i had her like you guys have your best girlfriends who can always be there you know?
I mean I love how when I say hey, __________ wanna chilllllll? they go, ALRIGHT! no mattter if it's boyfriend henry[who sees me a lot :) ], anferny, marcos, ola, drew. etc. I mean
it just makes me feel good about myself that people have time for me. I would die to be able to see her all the time, but I'm pretty sure it's not the same for her.
I'm jealous of your boii, I'm jealous of you girls. You don't even know how good you have it. The only best friend in my life I had who was able to spend time with me was Alison Lo.
Yeah we've drifted, I still love her though. i still love how she always had time for me and thought I was great like I do think she is. I'm sick of this, but I can't let go.
I'm sick of this but I'm never going to let go because I still love her completely. I hate this. I hate how I'm so self righteous all the time and emotional over small things as well as big things.
WHY CANT IT JUST BE ONE.
I hate myself sometimes.
and DRIVERS ED SUCKS MAJOR FUCKIN DICK.
MY BOYFRIEND BOUGHT ME A KITTEN, I LOVE HER.
ON HAPPIER NOTE-
  I LOVE YOU & KITTEN.
P.S. kitten is getting cuter by the day, she spends every minute of her day waiting for me and sleeping with me:) i love her.
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[14 May 2007|10:20pm] |
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Summertime is coming
I can tell by the longer days and the louder echos at night in my house :]
I can't wait to be reunited with my best friend
I have a wonderful boyfriend
I love everything right now
Except my failinggg FAILINg FAILING math grade.
hahahahah
whatever
there's more to life than good fuckin grades and my parents know that
so actually i don't have anything on my ass for once.
This weekend was so enjoyable.
I spent it with family&boyfriend both days both families.
It was mother's day, I celebrated it with mine yesterday.
She gets more and more child-like each day, but everyone's dealing with it.
I went to the zoo and the park and henry's back yard this weekend.
It felt so eventful :D
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